I'm just now realizing my last post was in September. October seems to have just flown by. I guess you could say I've been a little busy.
Conor, Emma and I are so happy to welcome little Sophia Elizabeth to our family. She was born on October 11 at 9:50pm. She weighed in at 7lbs and was 19 3/4 inches, and she is just perfect. It is still surreal sometimes that I have two children, two daughters. I always wanted girls, I always felt like I was a "girl momma". And guess what? I got them! Aside from the lack of sleep and quadruple the work, I think the biggest adjustment has been for Emma. She did really well the first week, but it seems that as time goes on, she has been getting a bit more impatient, a bit more frustrated with the situation. I think this is compounded by the fact that she is not very verbal right now, so any frustration comes out in "acting out". The main issue is when we're holding Sophie (yes, I call her Sophie) and when I'm feeding Sophie. Those two spark some jealousy, but only once in a while. It's a tough situation dividing the time between a newborn and a toddler, but Conor and I are doing our best to split the time and spend as much quality time one-on-one with Emma as possible. I have someone to watch Sophie on Fridays so that I can take Emma to music class and breakfast. That is definitely something I'm so looking forward to doing with her. This has not only been an adjustment for Emma, but it took a while for me as well. Emma was my one and only, my little girl, and she still is. But the dynamic of our family has completely and permanently changed. And while I feel blessed and grateful, I know I will sometimes miss that time that I had with Emma, the endless amount of time and energy that I could give to my little mama. I told Conor about my concerns a while back, and he said that I'd be surprised at how I'd be feeling once Sophie was born. He was right. Overnight, our lives changed forever. Our lives went from revolving around 1 little munchkin to 2 little munchkins.
Overnight we became a foursome and I couldn't be happier, feel luckier, or count my blessings enough.
Conor, Emma and I are so happy to welcome little Sophia Elizabeth to our family. She was born on October 11 at 9:50pm. She weighed in at 7lbs and was 19 3/4 inches, and she is just perfect. It is still surreal sometimes that I have two children, two daughters. I always wanted girls, I always felt like I was a "girl momma". And guess what? I got them! Aside from the lack of sleep and quadruple the work, I think the biggest adjustment has been for Emma. She did really well the first week, but it seems that as time goes on, she has been getting a bit more impatient, a bit more frustrated with the situation. I think this is compounded by the fact that she is not very verbal right now, so any frustration comes out in "acting out". The main issue is when we're holding Sophie (yes, I call her Sophie) and when I'm feeding Sophie. Those two spark some jealousy, but only once in a while. It's a tough situation dividing the time between a newborn and a toddler, but Conor and I are doing our best to split the time and spend as much quality time one-on-one with Emma as possible. I have someone to watch Sophie on Fridays so that I can take Emma to music class and breakfast. That is definitely something I'm so looking forward to doing with her. This has not only been an adjustment for Emma, but it took a while for me as well. Emma was my one and only, my little girl, and she still is. But the dynamic of our family has completely and permanently changed. And while I feel blessed and grateful, I know I will sometimes miss that time that I had with Emma, the endless amount of time and energy that I could give to my little mama. I told Conor about my concerns a while back, and he said that I'd be surprised at how I'd be feeling once Sophie was born. He was right. Overnight, our lives changed forever. Our lives went from revolving around 1 little munchkin to 2 little munchkins.
Overnight we became a foursome and I couldn't be happier, feel luckier, or count my blessings enough.
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